Hello Universe, It's me.
They say a problem shared is a problem halved so if I share a complaint with say, a thousand, that's a problem grated.
How many times a day is it normal to feel suicidal I wonder.
My daily average is probably between two & three. Seven on a bad day (with little breaks when I listen to the radio - except for Gardeners' Question Time, which always endanger my will to live).
Nights are bad. I lie in bed gripped by unnamed fears, & worse, named ones.
The rest of the time I'm happy as a flaming lamb. Yessiree.
Joyeux comme un mouton flambe as they say in The Wirral.